Thursday, July 12, 2012
I am already on bed rest on my eighth week.I feel like I am back where I started when I was diagnosed with celiac.The depression is trying to work its way in and I find myself fighting to look on the bright side of things.I have had a lot of time to read and write but I didn't know what.My kids have been well taken care of by Grandma and Grandpa. I guess it is ok to take a break and it is a fresh start.When you feel at your lowest I think that you areare ready to take a hard look at yourself and see where you are.Take your blueprint the one we made at the begining.There is a lot that I am going to have to change.My first step is to try to be the best parent I can be.I have plenty of time to learn.So consider this a part of my schooling.To take back my turf I have to take care of me first. What have you done for yourself lately?This letter of the week is A for attitude.Is my attitude positive or negative?What can I do with these negative thoughts?I can write them down and then turn it into a positive.Our thoughts can motivate or hold us back.Lately I have been holding myself back.What makes me happy?How can I get there?Take back the positive and get rid of the negative and take back my turf and what I can control.Usually when I say turf I mean my home but right now it is my control and my purpose.
Monday, July 2, 2012
It is official I have the 9 month flu. The morning sickness has really hit me this last week so I have not posted as often as I would like but I am still here.I am 7 weeks now.we have heard the heart beat. I have had taco cravings like none other.We are going to make a chain for each week to countdown to the baby.33 weeks to go. I will try to post something soon! Baby number 4 is on its way!!!